My weight I mean. The number on the scale. Because when I do, I get fixated, and then when it doesn't continuously go down I kind of go crazy. Self sabotage. You know, that kind of thing. So I'm working on just focusing on making time to work out every day and tracking what I eat. And then if the weight follows, it follows.
But I just have to mention...I have lost 5lbs in the 10 days. 5lbs as of this morning. Now, my weight bounces around a bit, so I don't know if it won't be up a bit tomorrow, but as of right now, I'm amazed. The last time I saw this weight was April of last year, and I was sick. So I am really happy that I am here in a healthy manner.